I am 37 now

 Hi  you all know me well.  Met me at 19 the last time but now am 37 . No no not  midlife crisis  but  some how was browsing  around and met my 19 self again  in this blog space 

 Life has been  busy   and I thing 19 year  me was much of an inspiration  to me now  guess I will blog every day from now on 

Its A step down

It's me  who called you 

It's me who made you 

It's  me  who see you  

I am  the power  who rules you

It's me who care you 

It's me  who bought you 

It's me  who can use you

I am the one  that can destroy you

It's me  who give you 

It's me who   brief you 

It's me who teach you 

am the  one  who can take from you

 

I ask who I am 

I ask  who gave you right 

 I ask    why all this

am the one   who is one step down

Untold day 1

Hi 

I am aneesha . Like every other women I feel so lonely filling  every one need and requirments.  Still beening asked  what did you do for ? Scares me to my deepest scar.I am missing my self in the process.  And   am back again to talk to my self on Blogger :)  BTW  I am   33 year old .. but still young lady trying to find the youngster aneesha 

 Don't know why I feel so lonely. Don't know when  lovely began to look lonely. Never really  gave much of attention¹

THE  UNEXPECTED   DAYS  IN MY  LIFE :   yaround me  

the world   has   being   truely exciting  to  me  as  they   were    many things  going
...........on.................. many   becouse its  MDRT ***.....

WELL I KNOW THAT   you want  to  know   about  it. let  me  tell  you  that  you need  not  be   a  memeber  of  LIC for this . 

this  is  an  3  rd  event  from   MCI and    i  am  enjoying it  as  a    sponsored group member  , many  insurance companies  stepped  in  and   me and  my  friend  amanda   we were at  registration  desk .  no  wounder  i   had  no  clue why  MDRT has  no   VIP  que  and  my  bey  was like  a person  walking  in  once  in a  blue  moon

  talking  with  unknown people    always  excites  me   so  that  has  been  a   time  pass  and  moment  of curiosity........   unexpected  3   days   left  me  with spellbound    experience  :):) 

    
 

the world grew small

I  was a sole in mothers womb,was a beautiful  world
 play with  my self and  loving  voices
which  protected me  ,as  pearl  in  a shell
i grew  big  ,a  new  world invited me
   
I was a child and new to the world.

I saw wonder and only wonder in the world.

I looked out of the window and

The world seemed awesome, mystical.

Everything was a mystery, everything, an adventure.

In the world I lived, anything was possible.

Anything and everything was possible and probable.

It was in my mind, the world was in it.

Everything was make-believe; everything.

I could believe, I could have faith in.

The world filled me with curiosity.

The world is awesome, I thought.

And the curiosity grew, it grew.

And then the inevitable happened, I grew..

I grew big and the world grew small.

 I grew and my mind grew with me.

The truths, realities to which I was oblivious

 Is no longer in the world. Wonder! Where is it?

 Amazement, amusement, mystery! Where are they?!

Now thing  are  possible, not everything is.

Things no longer are make believe.

Things are only believe, everything is.

Now I ask, is knowledge good?

Or are innocence & ignorance blissful?

I grew big and the world grew small.

 ***

effective   speaking  and  killer  attitude  

normally  i   found  many  people  saying that  they     don't  have   the  communication  skills .   i  wounder      why    do they  think  so  ,    from  our   childhood   we   started   communicating through   a    non  verble  language and  in this  processes  of  communication    languages   are  added  ..  for   betterment   of the feel .          let this  blog  speak  about  those   how always    blame  them     for  communication  skills

   

  let  me   specify that  in  this  world   all  are  born  communicators ..  there  is  no point  of  thinking  about   it  in any ways ...   

  but  improvements are  necessary   for  the  purpose   of  survival in  this competitive  world   

well   i    have  some  point   which  helped  me  a  lot  in  effective  communication  ,  public  speaking and  presentations

tips  for  effective   communications

• 1.  keep it  short and  simple:-       lets  call it  as  kiss . make  sure    that  your   conversation  is     short and  simple   with  complete  details 
           
       2    begin  with  a   bang:  make  sure  ur  presentation and  confident  and  effective and  energetic 

•      3.   maximum  involvement is  required  
       
       4.   dramatise  it
  
  
       5    repeating  is  not  a  sin  .....  repeat  untill  they   understand
       
        6.  end  powerfully   
  
  
  
  
  now  let  see  the  words   play  a  major  role  in  every  aspect  so ...

      words : 

   right words   can  attract  the  attention   of the  other  person.   tand  over  communication   may  destroy  your  image  or   create  a  neigtive    impact  on the  other  person
  
  
  words are  always powerful
    1. follow the  kiss  principle
    2, right  words at  right  time 
    
  are  too   importent  point  to follow  and   i  am  sure  that  these     element  leave   an  impact  on    other  person    
    
  
  
     
   
   

36 MEALS .COM   A NOBLE CAUSE

   Hieeeeeeeeeeee     good  morning  !!!!!!!!!!!!!      am  back  to  share    my  amazing    experiences es

I love  to do  new things  in  my  life  ,  different , and  challenging   too  ,  did  that  type  of things  

Am  excited  to  share  my  experience   on  12^th oct , I was  ready for  this  day,  last  night   itself  and  told  my  best  friend  about  it    ,     my  mom  woke  my  up  that  morning  ,and said  good morning 

With   that good  morning  .   my  day  started with  3.5 cm  long  smile      got  ready  for  college  as  they  were  many plans  to  accomplish . moved  out  of  my  house   with  my dad  to  the  mehdhipatnam  bus  stop  .  there  we  found  a  lady  who  was  sitting on the platform   . she was  in  a very bad  condition      and she was not  able to  get up    from  that  place  .  people  said  that   she   sits  in  that  place  only   neither moves  nor   eat  some  which  is  given  . leasing  that  my  dad  said that  lady  was  worthy  of  having  food  , so  we  went  to  her  and  asked  her to  eat  the  meals  but  she dint  reply  .    I  wondered    how  can  a  person  sit  in  one  place  with out  moving  and  talking .  the  situation  was  speech less    we  asked  her  once  again  ,  she  looked angrily and   just told  us  that  “    aap  jasakthehoo    me  nahi karsakthe “.  “please    go  I can’t eat ur  food  “    my  dad  said  okay  and  we  moved  on  to  a   place  were  we  found  an  old man  searching  a  dust  bin  beside  the  road  .  I  go tears  in  my  eyes  and    we  asked  him  to  eat   .  he  was  soo hungry  that  he  just  came  and  said  us  to  give  him  that  packet  .  my  dad  give  him  the  cloths  and    asked  him  to  wear  them  on  this  torn cloths  only    . he wore  them and  started  eating  and   we  took  photos  .  this  was  my  first  experience  of  my  life  that moved me  to  participate  in  another meal  donation  program 

   Mission   diwalii

DIWALI   is  my  favorite  festival  because of  lighting  and  fire work  .  am  craze  about  the  art  work  done  on  diyaa  and  shopping  the  beautiful items   .  this  time  my  college mates  supported  me  for  the  idea  of   meal  donation  .  one  of  my  friend   ashray   he  took the   responsibility of  working  on  this  project   called  “MISSION  DIWALI” and  I  took the  responsibility  of    promoting  it  and   soon  our  team  was  all  set  to    explore  the  project  .   as  soon  as  we  reached  our  class    me  and  my   my  friend  found  that     our    classmates  were  in  a  very  bad  mood  ,  sitting  quietly   .  we  slowly  entered  but  no  one  responded     they looked up and  got  busy  in  there   own  works  …   now  guess  what      I suddenly  stared  at  my  partner  uzmas  face  and  she  got  me  rite  I  was  about  to  do   act   as  a  cartoon  character .  she   gave  me  a  green  signal  with  her    natkat  smile   then  we  suddenly  started craking  jokes  on  each other  and  all  of  them wondered  and   they  they were  astonished  for a  moment  and  started  laughingat us  .  slowly  we  could  grab  there  attention  and  told them  about  our   program, we  got  a  great  response  .  we could  get  more  then  150  supports 

  Wow!!!!!     We  dint think of materials  .  but   as  the  days  passed  we  even  got  rice bags and  other  raw  food  materials  and  cloths  .    this  was  unexpected      . I head  that   for    a  noble  work  the  pair  of  hand  becomes  double    like  that  we  were  four  helped by  many  student  and  their  relativesJ 

    Finally  the  day  came   with  lots  of  happiness    . over  20  students  were  ready to  come  to  the    kamalamma    old  age  home   .  hats off to  the   spirits  of  the  students  who  dint  even  care  about  the  distance  and   the  festival  .  come  out  to old age  home  and     enjoyed  the   donation  part  

  Thought  I  missed  the  donation  day   I  enjoyed   every  moment    by  the  response  through  my    phone  calls  and  messages    J  amazing    and  mind blowing     J  may  god  bless  all  and  don’t  forget   ,  donate  meals     u  ll  feel  immense  of  pleasure  doing  it   .am  loving it  !!!! 

Keep  smiling  and  keep  donating J J